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Taking over the world
one gummy bear at a time
My name is Mila and I'm a 20 yr old fan of all asian fandoms. I even have some Thai fandoms in my bunch. My three main loves however are Heechul of Super Junior, Jo Kwon of 2AM and Jiro Wang of Fahrenheit.
I get depressed easily and excited even easier. I'm an opinionated person, but I let people have their say too; I love debates as long as they don't turn into fights. If you don't intentionally try to hurt me, I won't treat you badly.
My journal is were I spazz, tell jokes, talk about random thoughts and even share some of my fail!art with you. Comments are the best, especially the ones with hearts tacked on the end. <3
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I get depressed easily and excited even easier. I'm an opinionated person, but I let people have their say too; I love debates as long as they don't turn into fights. If you don't intentionally try to hurt me, I won't treat you badly.
My journal is were I spazz, tell jokes, talk about random thoughts and even share some of my fail!art with you. Comments are the best, especially the ones with hearts tacked on the end. <3
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tomokaku09 October 2009 @ 12:03 pm
1. The first member I fell in love with:
Leeteuk
2. The member I never expected to love as much as I do now:
Ryeowook
3. The member everyone else loves that I don't:
Kyuhyun.
4. The member I love that everyone else hates:
Most of my friends aren't Heechul fans, I adore him.
5. The member I would shag anytime:
Only one? Siwon (Kangin, Heechul, Geng ((Zhou Mi))
6. The member I'd want to be like:
Sungmin or Donghae. I've always wished I was that adorable.
7. The member I'd slap:
Yesung....specially if he sniffed me xP
8. Favorite member:
Heechul. Though Teukie and Sungmin are both squished into a VERY close second.
9. Five favorite members:
Heechul, Sungmin, Leeteuk, Siwon, and Eunhyuk.....Kibum is in the same place as Hyukie
10. Least favorite member(s):
Yesung and Kyuhyun? Honestly, I love them all, I just don't follow them all closely.
11. Member I am most like:
My friends have always said Heechul, which is true.catchmyambition told me I'm most like Kyuhyun though. xD
12. My deep, dark secret regarding 11:
I'm not sure I understand this question. My attempt to answer would be, I didn't follow Kyuhyun cause I thought he was full of himself and that bothered me, cause it reminded me of myself.
13. A pairing that I love:
HANCHUL & TEUKMIN! Shimin, Henwook, and Hyukhae. I find Kyumi kind of cute, depending on the day.
14. A pairing that I despise:
I don't get the appeal of Kyumin. I also hate the way most people write Kihae. Ryeomin -ewww- But I don't despise any pairings.
Leeteuk
2. The member I never expected to love as much as I do now:
Ryeowook
3. The member everyone else loves that I don't:
Kyuhyun.
4. The member I love that everyone else hates:
Most of my friends aren't Heechul fans, I adore him.
5. The member I would shag anytime:
Only one? Siwon (Kangin, Heechul, Geng ((Zhou Mi))
6. The member I'd want to be like:
Sungmin or Donghae. I've always wished I was that adorable.
7. The member I'd slap:
Yesung....specially if he sniffed me xP
8. Favorite member:
Heechul. Though Teukie and Sungmin are both squished into a VERY close second.
9. Five favorite members:
Heechul, Sungmin, Leeteuk, Siwon, and Eunhyuk.....Kibum is in the same place as Hyukie
10. Least favorite member(s):
Yesung and Kyuhyun? Honestly, I love them all, I just don't follow them all closely.
11. Member I am most like:
My friends have always said Heechul, which is true.
catchmyambition told me I'm most like Kyuhyun though. xD12. My deep, dark secret regarding 11:
I'm not sure I understand this question. My attempt to answer would be, I didn't follow Kyuhyun cause I thought he was full of himself and that bothered me, cause it reminded me of myself.
13. A pairing that I love:
HANCHUL & TEUKMIN! Shimin, Henwook, and Hyukhae. I find Kyumi kind of cute, depending on the day.
14. A pairing that I despise:
I don't get the appeal of Kyumin. I also hate the way most people write Kihae. Ryeomin -ewww- But I don't despise any pairings.
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dorky24 September 2009 @ 09:42 pm
ONE ANNOYED RANT-LIKE TOPIC AND A LIGHTER FUN TOPIC [Glee...contains mucho spoilers!]
( war...america...blah )( all my single ladies! )
( war...america...blah )( all my single ladies! )
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crappy23 September 2009 @ 03:50 pm
nostalgic17 September 2009 @ 12:21 pm
horny17 September 2009 @ 11:38 am
WE HAVE OUR CAR BACK!!
So we got our car back. FINALLY! Sitting in that stalker van for two weeks is quite enough for me kthnx. Granted, I work later today than usual so they can't take me in their car. At least I can call someone else without feeling like imposing. I'm having a friend take me today. I would have felt bad asking her to take me for two weeks straight so I didn't, but since its only today, I feel cool about it. Plus, I haven't really got to see her for a while and I miss her kids....so its killing three birds with one stone. But......YAY! Gosh, my uncle is just tooooo creepy in that "child molester/im gonna sniff your panties" kind of way. -triple shudder-
So we got our car back. FINALLY! Sitting in that stalker van for two weeks is quite enough for me kthnx. Granted, I work later today than usual so they can't take me in their car. At least I can call someone else without feeling like imposing. I'm having a friend take me today. I would have felt bad asking her to take me for two weeks straight so I didn't, but since its only today, I feel cool about it. Plus, I haven't really got to see her for a while and I miss her kids....so its killing three birds with one stone. But......YAY! Gosh, my uncle is just tooooo creepy in that "child molester/im gonna sniff your panties" kind of way. -triple shudder-
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ecstatic
ecstatic14 September 2009 @ 03:32 pm
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annoyed
annoyed10 September 2009 @ 02:38 pm
BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!
I just "killed" a feather thinking it was a bug. Damn, if it had been a bug that thing would have been mush. Sadly, my poor shoe got a beating it didn't deserve. I'll make it up to him. -pets shoe-
In other news, WE NEED OUR CAR BACK!! DDD: I'm tired of my creepy uncle taking me to work, sitting at my house till I'm off work, and coming to pick me up. HE DRIVES A STALKER VAN! I wish I was joking, I really do. -.- God how I wish he didn't live in the middle of nowhere and it would be a waste for him to go all the way back home. -death- I so creepy thinking he's sitting down in my living room. Hopefully he's not sifting through our stuff. -shudders-
and I'm done. LOVE YOU GUYS! <333
I just "killed" a feather thinking it was a bug. Damn, if it had been a bug that thing would have been mush. Sadly, my poor shoe got a beating it didn't deserve. I'll make it up to him. -pets shoe-
In other news, WE NEED OUR CAR BACK!! DDD: I'm tired of my creepy uncle taking me to work, sitting at my house till I'm off work, and coming to pick me up. HE DRIVES A STALKER VAN! I wish I was joking, I really do. -.- God how I wish he didn't live in the middle of nowhere and it would be a waste for him to go all the way back home. -death- I so creepy thinking he's sitting down in my living room. Hopefully he's not sifting through our stuff. -shudders-
and I'm done. LOVE YOU GUYS! <333
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indescribable
indescribable08 September 2009 @ 04:49 pm
Dear Jay,
I know this is hard. I know that the people who are doing this to you aren't aware
how much you are hurting. Us fans will support you all the way. It will all work
out; I believe it will. Don't worry, I know the rest of oneday will be there for you
too. Just stick it out, you're strong, I know you can make it. <3
Your loving fan,
Mila B.
( rant warning: contains a bit of cussing )
I know this is hard. I know that the people who are doing this to you aren't aware
how much you are hurting. Us fans will support you all the way. It will all work
out; I believe it will. Don't worry, I know the rest of oneday will be there for you
too. Just stick it out, you're strong, I know you can make it. <3
Your loving fan,
Mila B.
( rant warning: contains a bit of cussing )
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and angry
and angry07 September 2009 @ 08:10 pm
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04 September 2009 @ 12:23 pm
Our conversation went like this:
Me: "Hi baby, I miss you!"
Her: "We need to talk...I'm coming in this weekend."
Me: "Oh? What about?"
Her: "Look, I have to go. See you this weekend."
And she didn't sound happy. Just tell me I'm overreacting and there is nothing to worry about.
Having a girlfriend is hard work...
Me: "Hi baby, I miss you!"
Her: "We need to talk...I'm coming in this weekend."
Me: "Oh? What about?"
Her: "Look, I have to go. See you this weekend."
And she didn't sound happy. Just tell me I'm overreacting and there is nothing to worry about.
Having a girlfriend is hard work...
02 September 2009 @ 12:07 pm
This is number one because I have no motivation to go back and change all the past titles. So from now on I'm numbering them. xP
Topic One: The Sad News [why do I always have sad news to start with?]
I'm not really very close with any of my co-workers, but we're like a sort of mini-family where I work. When we are at the store together we work in perfect sync, listen to others problems, and help each other out when they need it. I've actually been taken home and pick up for work by a few of them when I didn't have rides and they had the time or gas. Well, one of my co-workers is pregnant, she has been since I started there and she looked like she was a good couple of months along when I started. She found out not too long ago that the baby had a hole in its head, so, they were going to do a c-section and do surgery on him right away. Today I found out that she lost the bay last night. As I said, I'm not too close to her, but I actually had to take my break early because I was on the verge of a breakdown. The idea of someone losing a baby only a couple months or so before they are born is just horrible. Today was kind of a sucky day at work because everyone was in bad spirits about what happened to our co-worker. Not to mention the power went out at one point and it took almost and hour for the computers to re-boot. You have no idea how hard it is to run a fast food restaurant without computers. >.< Anyway, more prayers and thoughts for my co-worker please; I know she needs it.
Topic Two: The Happy-ish News
My friends foot is okay! Well, he has a huge hole in his foot now and it hurts like a bitch, but that is beside the point. Him being healthy is all that matters to me. Granted, I'm still fairly worried about this cyst he has on his thyroid. I'm just hoping its not more cancer; I would enjoy it if all my friends were cancer free. But yes, he's good. He's probably bored from having to sit for hours. xDD
Topic Three: The Random News
1. I discovered a love of SNSD. Slowly but surely, these girls have been wedging their way into my crowded heart. Sunny did it with her impossiblely infinate amount of aegyo and now Yoona, Seohyun, Tiffany, and Yuri have snuck in there. Though I think I will always dislike Jessica; I don't even have specific reasons for not liking her, she just rubs me the wrong way. Oh! and a thought on Jessica, how the heck is she the "sexy" one? If anyone can explain this to me [perhaps with proof, like pictures and the like] I may reconsider the fact that I find her fugly.
2. Rediscovering System of a Down has been the best hour of my life. <3
3. I BROKE $400 ON MY PAYCHECK THIS WEEK! ZOMG ZOMG! -rolls around in green tinted joy-
4. "Don't go breaking my heart..." / "I won't go breaking your heart!" brownie point if you know or like this song. extra brownie points for orginal singers cause the remake might be popular [?]
5. we're going to pretend I have something exciting to say here -squee!-
that is all....
comments are <3
unless you bash me D:
Topic One: The Sad News [why do I always have sad news to start with?]
I'm not really very close with any of my co-workers, but we're like a sort of mini-family where I work. When we are at the store together we work in perfect sync, listen to others problems, and help each other out when they need it. I've actually been taken home and pick up for work by a few of them when I didn't have rides and they had the time or gas. Well, one of my co-workers is pregnant, she has been since I started there and she looked like she was a good couple of months along when I started. She found out not too long ago that the baby had a hole in its head, so, they were going to do a c-section and do surgery on him right away. Today I found out that she lost the bay last night. As I said, I'm not too close to her, but I actually had to take my break early because I was on the verge of a breakdown. The idea of someone losing a baby only a couple months or so before they are born is just horrible. Today was kind of a sucky day at work because everyone was in bad spirits about what happened to our co-worker. Not to mention the power went out at one point and it took almost and hour for the computers to re-boot. You have no idea how hard it is to run a fast food restaurant without computers. >.< Anyway, more prayers and thoughts for my co-worker please; I know she needs it.
Topic Two: The Happy-ish News
My friends foot is okay! Well, he has a huge hole in his foot now and it hurts like a bitch, but that is beside the point. Him being healthy is all that matters to me. Granted, I'm still fairly worried about this cyst he has on his thyroid. I'm just hoping its not more cancer; I would enjoy it if all my friends were cancer free. But yes, he's good. He's probably bored from having to sit for hours. xDD
Topic Three: The Random News
1. I discovered a love of SNSD. Slowly but surely, these girls have been wedging their way into my crowded heart. Sunny did it with her impossiblely infinate amount of aegyo and now Yoona, Seohyun, Tiffany, and Yuri have snuck in there. Though I think I will always dislike Jessica; I don't even have specific reasons for not liking her, she just rubs me the wrong way. Oh! and a thought on Jessica, how the heck is she the "sexy" one? If anyone can explain this to me [perhaps with proof, like pictures and the like] I may reconsider the fact that I find her fugly.
2. Rediscovering System of a Down has been the best hour of my life. <3
3. I BROKE $400 ON MY PAYCHECK THIS WEEK! ZOMG ZOMG! -rolls around in green tinted joy-
4. "Don't go breaking my heart..." / "I won't go breaking your heart!" brownie point if you know or like this song. extra brownie points for orginal singers cause the remake might be popular [?]
5. we're going to pretend I have something exciting to say here -squee!-
that is all....
comments are <3
unless you bash me D:
29 August 2009 @ 12:59 pm
Topic One: The Sad Stuff
Well, luckily its not cry your heart out sad. If it were, I would keep it bottled safe inside and never tell anyone because that is the kind of person I am. But just the other day a good friend of mine gave me a piece of news. I was the first to know since he didn't want to deal with his parents and he had just found out and wanted to get it off his chest. So I got to freak out. [ha. ha. notice the periods? it wasn't that funny -.-] He said it was better that he couldn't hear or see me. You see, we're close and have known each other for two years, but have only ever met online. Anyway, he told me he has malignant melanoma in his foot. We both thought this was a HUGE deal seeing as he hadn't talked to people or researched it. Only after having to call my mom and be distracted for a whole night by my roommates did he inform me of it not being such a big problem as we first thought. I guess he just has to get the mole removed and some of the tissue around the area seeing as its not so deep [?]. I didn't really understand most of what he was talking about, I was just relieved. Unfortunately, he has some kind of cyst on his thyroid that they have to do fine needle aspiration on. So I'm still worried and scared. >< It's nice to be able to write things down. I know I don't know all of you that well and I'm sure you don't know him, but please keep him in your thoughts and [if you pray] your prayers. <3
Topic Two: Random Stuff On My Mind
1. Why the hell did my work [fast food] start selling a fried bologna sandwich with egg and cheese for breakfast? When I say my sales pitch over the intercom @ drive-thru all the people say "eww...no...I want a bacon egg and cheese" or something. The smell also kind of makes me sick.
2. Why do I seem like the only person in the world who has no problem seeing characters the way she originally saw them when she read the book before she saw the movie? Most all of my friends haven't seen the Harry Potter movies because they say it will ruin their original look of the characters. Why do I still see my original Harry instead of Daniel Radcliffe running around in my head?
3. What in God's name is the appeal of Edward? I always found him too whiny. Which leads me too...what is the appeal of Robert Pattinson...I personally think he looks like something dragged out of a dumpster that they dressed in nice clothes.
4. Where did Kibum dissappear to again?
5. mmmmmmmmm......blueberry dounuts
I like how I go from ranting to daydreaming about blueberry dounuts.
Comments more than welcome ^^
But please don't bash me... -puppy eyes-
I love everyone. Shout out to my friends list!
especially the ones I know actually read my junk...
namely moonfoot and musicsporty1 <333
Well, luckily its not cry your heart out sad. If it were, I would keep it bottled safe inside and never tell anyone because that is the kind of person I am. But just the other day a good friend of mine gave me a piece of news. I was the first to know since he didn't want to deal with his parents and he had just found out and wanted to get it off his chest. So I got to freak out. [ha. ha. notice the periods? it wasn't that funny -.-] He said it was better that he couldn't hear or see me. You see, we're close and have known each other for two years, but have only ever met online. Anyway, he told me he has malignant melanoma in his foot. We both thought this was a HUGE deal seeing as he hadn't talked to people or researched it. Only after having to call my mom and be distracted for a whole night by my roommates did he inform me of it not being such a big problem as we first thought. I guess he just has to get the mole removed and some of the tissue around the area seeing as its not so deep [?]. I didn't really understand most of what he was talking about, I was just relieved. Unfortunately, he has some kind of cyst on his thyroid that they have to do fine needle aspiration on. So I'm still worried and scared. >< It's nice to be able to write things down. I know I don't know all of you that well and I'm sure you don't know him, but please keep him in your thoughts and [if you pray] your prayers. <3
Topic Two: Random Stuff On My Mind
1. Why the hell did my work [fast food] start selling a fried bologna sandwich with egg and cheese for breakfast? When I say my sales pitch over the intercom @ drive-thru all the people say "eww...no...I want a bacon egg and cheese" or something. The smell also kind of makes me sick.
2. Why do I seem like the only person in the world who has no problem seeing characters the way she originally saw them when she read the book before she saw the movie? Most all of my friends haven't seen the Harry Potter movies because they say it will ruin their original look of the characters. Why do I still see my original Harry instead of Daniel Radcliffe running around in my head?
3. What in God's name is the appeal of Edward? I always found him too whiny. Which leads me too...what is the appeal of Robert Pattinson...I personally think he looks like something dragged out of a dumpster that they dressed in nice clothes.
4. Where did Kibum dissappear to again?
5. mmmmmmmmm......blueberry dounuts
I like how I go from ranting to daydreaming about blueberry dounuts.
Comments more than welcome ^^
But please don't bash me... -puppy eyes-
I love everyone. Shout out to my friends list!
especially the ones I know actually read my junk...
namely moonfoot and musicsporty1 <333
29 August 2009 @ 12:36 pm
25 August 2009 @ 10:48 pm
WALLPAPERS
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BANNERS
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10 July 2009 @ 05:42 pm
I wouldn't be a good mini Heechul if I didn't shower my oppa with happy and ego busting comments for his birthday.
( SARANGHAE! )
01 July 2009 @ 12:08 am
29 April 2009 @ 10:55 pm
21 random fandom icons!
!textless icons are not bases!
[x3] Jae Hee
[x3] Ajoo
[x1] Daniel Dae Kim
[x2] Jiro Wang (1 w/ Rainie Yang)
[x1] Lee Jun Ki
[x1] Lee Sun Gyun
[x2] Teukmin
[x1] Midnight Ballad for Ghost Theater
[x5] Sungmin
[x1] Yoon Eun Hye
[x1] Siwon
( take it off! )
COMMENTS WELCOME! ^^
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!textless icons are not bases!
[x3] Jae Hee
[x3] Ajoo
[x1] Daniel Dae Kim
[x2] Jiro Wang (1 w/ Rainie Yang)
[x1] Lee Jun Ki
[x1] Lee Sun Gyun
[x2] Teukmin
[x1] Midnight Ballad for Ghost Theater
[x5] Sungmin
[x1] Yoon Eun Hye
[x1] Siwon
( take it off! )
COMMENTS WELCOME! ^^
Please credit
scenequeenwnbe <33